I have a headache from thinking, which rarely happens to me. Too many things on my mind today. And I haven't even done that much work. However, ignoring the fact of how I'm feeling right now, winter break was amazing. But too short, of course. New Year's, AMAZING. Surrounded by the people I love the most (obviously, many were missing). Got back home at 11am, and slept all day. Of course, sharing my room with my new sister. After that we probably went out, had a schwarma, met everyone else, and played some pool. I miss them already, but I kind of feel like it's just a weekend or another break where we're all traveling to different places and won't see eachothers faces for a while. But then when we see each other again, it feels like nothing has changed, and that's probably what I love the most.
School on monday, surgery on tuesday, and then probably missing a whole week of school due to me feeling like an idiot who can't walk again. and BTW, after 3 weeks or more of break, I HAVEN'T DONE ANY WORK. FML. And as usual, this wouldn't be me if I wasn't complaining about school. But I'm feeling this lack of creativity and intelligence and I kind of feel like, doesn't matter how hard I try, I'll fail at trying. And I know it doesn't make sense to give up, but I don't even know what I'll end up doing in my future, because I lack interest in most of the things at this moment, and the things that I am interested in, I suck.
Hahaha.
MUCHO LOVE TO JOHANNA AND JAMIE,
specially.
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