You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed sing like a bird, dizzy in my head, spin like a record- crazy on a Sunday night. You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe, shine like gold, buzz like a bee. Just the thought of you can drive me wild... Ohh you make me smile.

And we couldn’t wait to grow up?

Lollipops turn into cigarettes. The innocent ones turn into sluts. Homework goes in the trash. Mobile phones are being used in class. Detention becomes suspension. Soda becomes vodka. Bikes become cars. Kisses turn into sex. Remember when getting high meant swinging in the playground? When protection meant wearing a helmet? When the worst things you could get from boys were cooties? Dad's shoulders were the highest place on earth and Mom was your hero? Your worst enemies were your siblings. Race issues were about who ran the fastest. War was only a card game. And the only drug you knew about was cough medicine. When wearing a skirt didn't make you a slut. The most pain you felt was when you skinned your knees and goodbyes only meant until tomorrow? And we couldn't wait to grow up?

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections :)

Boredom

Back from the hospital.
In pain... and bored. pain pain pain pain pain bored bored pain bored bored bored pain bored pain bored bored bored pain pain pain bored...

And addicted to tumblr.
BLEGH.

MGMT- Kids

I have a headache from thinking, which rarely happens to me. Too many things on my mind today. And I haven't even done that much work. However, ignoring the fact of how I'm feeling right now, winter break was amazing. But too short, of course. New Year's, AMAZING. Surrounded by the people I love the most (obviously, many were missing). Got back home at 11am, and slept all day. Of course, sharing my room with my new sister. After that we probably went out, had a schwarma, met everyone else, and played some pool. I miss them already, but I kind of feel like it's just a weekend or another break where we're all traveling to different places and won't see eachothers faces for a while. But then when we see each other again, it feels like nothing has changed, and that's probably what I love the most.

School on monday, surgery on tuesday, and then probably missing a whole week of school due to me feeling like an idiot who can't walk again. and BTW, after 3 weeks or more of break, I HAVEN'T DONE ANY WORK. FML. And as usual, this wouldn't be me if I wasn't complaining about school. But I'm feeling this lack of creativity and intelligence and I kind of feel like, doesn't matter how hard I try, I'll fail at trying. And I know it doesn't make sense to give up, but I don't even know what I'll end up doing in my future, because I lack interest in most of the things at this moment, and the things that I am interested in, I suck.
Hahaha.
MUCHO LOVE TO JOHANNA AND JAMIE,
specially.